We are okay, we will always be.
We were always looking forward to the day we will finally see each other in person, we try to picture it, wonder how it will feel and how it will happen.
So one early morning last October I have an early viber message, he finally bought his airplane tickets! in a little more than 3 months, we will finally see each other!
I started counting the days, he said don't it will make it feel longer, I still did!
It was very exciting, and we talked even more about it, what we are gonna eat, what we are going to do, what we will do to each other! I try to plan for the every single moment of his 10 days visits.
We did encounter a little drama, enough for him to ask if I still want him to visit, a annoying-shoulds-even-matter thing. My fault!
An then, it was December, when we start saying see you next month.
And then January, and then just a few days before his flight...
His flight got cancelled, delayed for a day.
He was soooo stressed..
And me, I try not to let it show, I'm sad and worried, I was scared he will get so frustrated and decide to just cancel the trip, I'm scared that he will think it's a negative sign, that it's not meant to be. I am trying to not let it show, how I'm freaking out in the inside, I trying to be calm for him, who is already tired from work and stressed and lacked sleep, I'm trying to be calm for my mom who is worried about how I'm feeling, to be calm for my Fiona who is as excited as me to finally meet him.
It was so nice of his sister to help him deal with the airlines.
I prayed, the winter storm seems to be so dangerous, and I'm worried about him travelling to the airport, and that I wouldn't mind a few more days of delays just to make sure it is safe for him, and then I prayed more, that even if it's just a day, just one day, I can see him.
And so finally he was on his way to the airport, and then he was boarding, and me and my mom and daughter is on our way to the hotel to use it for one night, cause we don't wanna waste it!
Fiona loved the room so much. And that room became very memorable for me... :)
And so the next day 01/26/2016
I would do anything to be with you again..
I miss you soooo much.
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