Saturday, June 13, 2015

When it ends?

You come into a relationship not thinking that it has an expiry date, an inevitable ending, in the near or far future.

All the guide books says, always save something for your self. Don't give everything, love yourself more.

As much as I like reading and learning new stuff, love is something that I believe has no guidelines, or maybe its just me.

But that's how I love, I don't have a back up plan, I don't have a safe guard, I'm always all in, I'm always a hundred percent, and i always believed it will last my life time.

Sure I was wrong before, but I'm not gonna love you less than I loved before. I'm not gonna give less of me but more.

And like what you said, what if shit happens in the future? THAT WOULD REALLY SUCK !

And a tattoo would be the least of it.


Should I be cautious about everything, for the moment when shit happens?


You know how stupid I was last time, you know I don't know how to do that.


When shit happens.........who knows.

I hope we will overcome it, all of it, always.


Tuesday, June 2, 2015

throwback

17/10/2014 9:39:03 PM

Baby?
Hello?
Wtf?
Hello hello
Can u hear me
I miss u baby
Is dis wat happens wen I'm blocked?

Hi baby

Hi
is he back?

My viber keeps getting offline
Who's he?

Never mind
U know dis shtt erased everything

Ur freakibg out.. hha cute

Yes I was

Erased wat?

Not cute at all
All our chatts:(
Y

I have no idea
That's sad

Dis sucks

Its ok
I really thought u blocked me tho
There will be more
Y would I do that

Yeah I know
Coz he might be back

Dude!! U know how much I banana u ryt
Yeah but I know I'm still suppose to be a secret

Just for the kids
Not coz of him
Ain't dat da same thing

Nope
Means ur more important

Yeah I don't wana make things harder for u tho

Hey he's not back
I'm never going to block u
I'll even giv u all my password
I don't want ur password baby
U won't stay secret for long

I jus want u
Nothin else but YOU

I'm urs already

:)
Ok I'll quit freaking out
Wow I suck huh

Well
Its cute

I'm glad one of think so

Let's talk about it later
At 4 am :)

Ok

R u ok now baby?
Oo po

U had dinner?

Yeah
U took ur meds wit breakfast

Yup

Worked out my puso yet

Haha I'll workout tom
I woke up late

So u all set for today tho

Yup.. but looking forward to the highlights of my day

Huh

Seeing u again later

Oh haha
I was way of wit dat one

Ull sleep early ryt

Yeah ima try even tho I took an accidental nap again:)

Again? Haha
I'm gonna get my maximum dose later so u should sleep
Haha

I will baby
I too want to try and overdose.lol
Hey

?

Banana

Banana a lot
And ur so cute freaking out

Only for u do I do crazy things for u know dat ryt

I know how crazy now
Haha

Ur welcome?

Just banana
Banana
Bananq

:)