I urban dictionary that! :)
One year ago today, I have already met my love, though I didn't know it yet.
Today everything is fine, peachy. We get misunderstandings sometimes, but whatever happens, we will always be ok.
I am so looking for the day that I will wake up beside him, make him breakfast, prepare his lunch, make sure he has an extra socks and shirt on his bag, kiss him and wave goodbye as he goes to work, and see him again at night, cooked him dinner and watch him love what I made for him and then sleep next to him.
I don't dream of anything fancy. I just wanna have a family with him. I just wanna have someone through thick and thin, for the good times and the bad times. I just want him to love me and my daughter too, as I would love him and his kids too. I'm going to uproot and join him, and together we will make a bigger tree, with deep strong roots,
I'm always, all the time, thankful that I have you, that you love me. I don't need someone better, you have been the best, what you are is what I want, what ever you will be, is what I want, everything about you is what I want, specially that is what I want.
Never will there be anyone better than you for me.
You still suck at waking up though. But I love you, very very very much.
Friday, July 24, 2015
Sunday, July 12, 2015
The Skype Call
I wouldn't have guessed, that day would lead to this day.
It was September 8, 2014 when we first saw each other on video, it was a little pass 10 in the morning, after I brought my daughter to school. There was a lot of talk and a lot of times that it was postponed, at one point he asked if we would ever skype, one time he even said we should try at least once and at one time he said can we just look at each other, no talking, just "sky" no "pe".
The first time that skype was mentioned on the first or second day that the clan had viber, he was at his cousin's birthday party and he called me up. The call got disconnected and my daughter woke up so we agreed to talk some other time, He asked if I have oovoo, I said no. He asked if I have skype, and I said yes. He said he's gonna make one and we should skype soon, I said sure, that was August 22, 2014
Next was two days later, while he was at work, he said he was doin a little sneakin' for his girl and gave me his skype ID and ask if we can skype later that day, which was my tomorrow, I said it depends on my schedule. We ddin't skype that day because we went to my grandmother's house. He said it was okay, we have plenty of time right? I didn't get if he was meaning to say that we still have time or chance to do it. Back in those days, the choice of skyping with him versus doing something else wasn't like now, where I would choose skyping with him 99% of the time.
It wasn't mentioned again until his birthday, around 1:30 AM of September 5 2014, We were talking about cupcakes and me taking a picture of me eating a cupcake and then he asked how he can go to my work website and I said I don't even know, it's all in Japanese. And he said, let's just skype then! I don't know if he was thinking of booking my class cause my classes are done on skype. lol. I asked him when he wants to skype. He said tomorrow night. I said I can't promise cause I have a school activity that involves the cup cakes and he said we can do it right after. It was his birthday and he had a party that evening. He did ask me again if I wanna skype, later? never? I said maybe tomorrow,
The next mention of it was two days later at early morning of September 7, 2014, he said he wants to make an appointment with me, I get it that he was talking about skyping, i said I thought we were to skype earlier that day, but he said he felt I wasn't feeling it. To be honest I was never scared or uncomfortable about skyping him, I'm used to skyping strangers. We agreed again to skype his night time, my next day. But it did not happen again.
Early morning September 8, 2015, It did not happen again, and he asked me if I'm scared of skyping him, I said no. That when he said about sky no pe. And that day also he left me a video message, it was sooo cute and funny, that's the first time I saw my baby, my love, my kboy.
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I'm thankful for skype , it makes the distance bearable, it helped our love grow, it witnessed how we became us, our laughs, tears, smiles and a lot more. It is where we first said our I love yous.
I love you skype! :)
It was September 8, 2014 when we first saw each other on video, it was a little pass 10 in the morning, after I brought my daughter to school. There was a lot of talk and a lot of times that it was postponed, at one point he asked if we would ever skype, one time he even said we should try at least once and at one time he said can we just look at each other, no talking, just "sky" no "pe".
The first time that skype was mentioned on the first or second day that the clan had viber, he was at his cousin's birthday party and he called me up. The call got disconnected and my daughter woke up so we agreed to talk some other time, He asked if I have oovoo, I said no. He asked if I have skype, and I said yes. He said he's gonna make one and we should skype soon, I said sure, that was August 22, 2014
Next was two days later, while he was at work, he said he was doin a little sneakin' for his girl and gave me his skype ID and ask if we can skype later that day, which was my tomorrow, I said it depends on my schedule. We ddin't skype that day because we went to my grandmother's house. He said it was okay, we have plenty of time right? I didn't get if he was meaning to say that we still have time or chance to do it. Back in those days, the choice of skyping with him versus doing something else wasn't like now, where I would choose skyping with him 99% of the time.
It wasn't mentioned again until his birthday, around 1:30 AM of September 5 2014, We were talking about cupcakes and me taking a picture of me eating a cupcake and then he asked how he can go to my work website and I said I don't even know, it's all in Japanese. And he said, let's just skype then! I don't know if he was thinking of booking my class cause my classes are done on skype. lol. I asked him when he wants to skype. He said tomorrow night. I said I can't promise cause I have a school activity that involves the cup cakes and he said we can do it right after. It was his birthday and he had a party that evening. He did ask me again if I wanna skype, later? never? I said maybe tomorrow,
The next mention of it was two days later at early morning of September 7, 2014, he said he wants to make an appointment with me, I get it that he was talking about skyping, i said I thought we were to skype earlier that day, but he said he felt I wasn't feeling it. To be honest I was never scared or uncomfortable about skyping him, I'm used to skyping strangers. We agreed again to skype his night time, my next day. But it did not happen again.
Early morning September 8, 2015, It did not happen again, and he asked me if I'm scared of skyping him, I said no. That when he said about sky no pe. And that day also he left me a video message, it was sooo cute and funny, that's the first time I saw my baby, my love, my kboy.
| 8/9/2014 | 8:44:38 PM | Rafael | Photo Message | |
| 8/9/2014 | 8:45:23 PM | Mary Ann | Hahaha.. Cute | |
| 8/9/2014 | 8:45:49 PM | Rafael | I'll be seeing u later | |
| 8/9/2014 | 8:46:08 PM | Mary Ann | In 70 mins or so | |
| 8/9/2014 | 8:46:47 PM | Mary Ann | Im gonna pick my nose and eat it to.gross u out | |
| 8/9/2014 | 8:46:48 PM | Rafael | Snap u started a count down | |
| 8/9/2014 | 8:47:08 PM | Rafael | Ur already dat tho | |
| 8/9/2014 | 8:47:13 PM | Rafael | Jk | |
| 8/9/2014 | 8:47:29 PM | Mary Ann | Haha.. Ok im busy. | |
| 8/9/2014 | 8:47:32 PM | Mary Ann | Haha | |
| 8/9/2014 | 8:47:34 PM | Mary Ann | Laters | |
| 8/9/2014 | 8:47:39 PM | Rafael | Cya | |
| 8/9/2014 | 9:59:45 PM | Rafael | Still bz? | |
| 8/9/2014 | 10:06:50 PM | Mary Ann | 5 mins |
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I'm thankful for skype , it makes the distance bearable, it helped our love grow, it witnessed how we became us, our laughs, tears, smiles and a lot more. It is where we first said our I love yous.
I love you skype! :)
Wednesday, July 1, 2015
There will always be Kboy and Ann.
8 months and it still amazes me how I have found the love of my life, the most amazing guy, someone I love the most, someone I will give everything for, someone I will do anything for, someone I will live for and die for, in a game.
I have read a nice quote somewhere that long distance relationship is the hardest, it is hard, you'll never know until you are in that pair of shoes, but hard as it is, it's the most intense, wonderful, exciting, and meaningful relationship.
Another quote said, foreign relationship is a blessing, its a different kind of love, when two cultures from two different places, find each other and love.
Our love is really a blessing for me. He is my angel, he guides me, makes me strong, makes me happy, makes me feel so loved.
Foreign, not really, just short off.
There's some thoughts that runs through my head sometimes like, what if he never went to America and just lived here in the Philippines. Would we have met? Will we love? It will be very convenient cause we don't have to go through being apart. Would he be the same Kboy? Would we still be together?
Or what if we are the same age? Would we still fall in love?
Was it coincidence or plain luck that we found each other?
I believe he is meant for me, that we would have met, and that all the things that happened in out lives are steps towards meeting each other, towards being together, that was the plan. That we have to go through what we had, met people that we had, be in the relationships that we had, in order to have this.
In a place where you don't go to meet new love, in a time when you're not looking for love, and when you're on opposite sides of the world, suddenly there was a spark, a pull, a will, a guidance, a strength, a love like no other.
That's a blessing, a gift I'm gonna hold on to, in this life and the next.
I'm gonna love you no matter what, I'm gonna always hold on to you, I'm always gonna fight for us. I'm always gonna understand, and I'm always gonna forgive, there's no more deal breaker, cause I'll always gonna find a way to fix it, and I know it won't be to hard, cause I know you won't hurt me too much. I'll always stay, because you were made for me, you're mine and I'm yours.
And from 8 months ago till the end of times, there will be kboy and ann.
I have read a nice quote somewhere that long distance relationship is the hardest, it is hard, you'll never know until you are in that pair of shoes, but hard as it is, it's the most intense, wonderful, exciting, and meaningful relationship.
Another quote said, foreign relationship is a blessing, its a different kind of love, when two cultures from two different places, find each other and love.
Our love is really a blessing for me. He is my angel, he guides me, makes me strong, makes me happy, makes me feel so loved.
Foreign, not really, just short off.
There's some thoughts that runs through my head sometimes like, what if he never went to America and just lived here in the Philippines. Would we have met? Will we love? It will be very convenient cause we don't have to go through being apart. Would he be the same Kboy? Would we still be together?
Or what if we are the same age? Would we still fall in love?
Was it coincidence or plain luck that we found each other?
I believe he is meant for me, that we would have met, and that all the things that happened in out lives are steps towards meeting each other, towards being together, that was the plan. That we have to go through what we had, met people that we had, be in the relationships that we had, in order to have this.
In a place where you don't go to meet new love, in a time when you're not looking for love, and when you're on opposite sides of the world, suddenly there was a spark, a pull, a will, a guidance, a strength, a love like no other.
That's a blessing, a gift I'm gonna hold on to, in this life and the next.
I'm gonna love you no matter what, I'm gonna always hold on to you, I'm always gonna fight for us. I'm always gonna understand, and I'm always gonna forgive, there's no more deal breaker, cause I'll always gonna find a way to fix it, and I know it won't be to hard, cause I know you won't hurt me too much. I'll always stay, because you were made for me, you're mine and I'm yours.
And from 8 months ago till the end of times, there will be kboy and ann.
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