Sunday, May 17, 2015

7 months out of forever.

More than half a year has passed. It feels fast, yet the time we have to wait to be together feels painfully long.

But we manage. we are new and yet like an old couple. We are comfortable enough to fart our best fart (that kind that makes you feel so good) while skyping each other. We find ways to bond, find new things to do online together, we have our first movie date on skype ( for 15 minutes or less.. hahaha). Sometimes we run out of things to talk about that we just start singing.


I love everyday, and on bad days, he is my happy pill. I find comfort in him, I find strength, I find my future.


Not long ago when we tried to stop ourselves from planning ahead, and now we are talking about schools, after schools, possible jobs, future. Is it unhealthy? Are we getting ahead of ourselves? Is it too early to plan for things like that? I don't care. It makes me happy.


Looking back, it all started with my heart, LITERALLY. It acted up, wanting to be free, And I found a game that calms it. Then I found a friend that made it smile. And a bestie that made it jump, beat again and live again. A ninj that filled it with love and strength and comfort. My baby that owns it and takes care of it. My goy who's gonna be in it forever.

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